Happy(?) new year

I hope writing my thoughts here  have helped getting my emotions in control.

Because if not, I’ll feel like a moron for posting my feelings on the Internet for public criticism.



I am a petty, sad, bitter, and horrible husk of a human being.
I fully realise this and I have no problem with it as it is the truth.

Being sad

I’m not sad because I’m single again.

Nor for losing someone I’ve been with for years.

Not even because I can’t touch her again.

I’m sad because i still see her every time I close my eyes.

Even when I don’t want to.


What once was a great joyful event, have now turned into a depressing reminder of what used to happen.

Can’t believe this break up ruined masturbation for me.